Feeling Moooody...

Hmm.. feeling moody these few days, My mind keep looking for something but neither do i can tell what my mind is looking for. Memories flash back easily, and pull me into tears when i think of or dream of my beloved dad, it's been one year plus since my dad left but the wound in heart is hardly healed, i think i understand how chai pin, my colleague feels when she lost her father lately. We willnot cry in front of others but in our own blanket when we are alone.... Feeling bad when people said i am the only daughter of my father that didn't cried for his passed away, why are they so sure? Doubted, this is the real world, people believe of what they saw and heard of, even it was just flake of the whole piece of truth, so do i, a typical human being. My concious keep telling myself not to put someone or something into conclusion before i really know the whole piece of story, hopefully i can learn day by day. Everyday is a great opportunity to live a happy life, wish that i can have a great attitude to everyone that i meet, greeting them, giving them a truthful smile. A smile can lightened up one life, don't be selfish with your smile! *Amitabha* (>_0)