A bit frustrated, my life filled with work since I've started working as a software engineer.
Miserable of is this the life that i want to lead?
If not, what is my next step? What is the milestone of my life? More miserable...
I keep telling myself that i will work hard for one year and hopefully my life would back to her original path then... will it if i don't start creating my desired lifepath since now? 迷惘
Recently, the song 外面 touch my heart, its the voice of my heart right now, fancy of the world out there oversea but there are so many burdens that pulled me back. I wonder when my dream will come true, my dream of travelling around the world, my dream of step my feet on the land of other countries, especially the western countries like New Zealand, Greek, France, German... where people lead a totally different life from my country, my dream of inhaling the air of the other corner on earth. When will my dream come true? Wish it will come true one day.
My friend has finally fullfilled her dream of further study oversea at German, really admire her, she can have her dream come TRUE. Between, keep telling myself to improve my poor english, from the bottom of my heart, i know that english is one of the powerful key that can help to open the door of my dream. Hopefully one day my dream will come true!
Mum's birthday is coming soon, thinking of buying her a blouse, hopefully i will have time for that. Need to travel back to my hometown as soon as after the annual dinner, i will need to buy a midnight ticket then. Oooo... annual dinner, wonder if my dear friend is free to entertain me, i think better give her a sms or a call to confirm, by hook or by crook i will need to get my hawaii gown for the annual dinner. BIG PLAN - slim down to fit in the gown! :P yayaya...
Hopefully, my life would be like the song lyric
我一定找到自己的存在。。。
Friendship
Friendship that never failed
