I have Raven Eye

RAVEN EYES

You have Raven Eyes!

Positive Traits: Intellectual,Wise, Experienced, Honest,Trustworthy
Negative Traits: Pompous,Condescending, Withdrawn, Pessimistic,Depressed

Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?

平凡工作天。。。

Today is a typical working day, perhaps the so called *reluctant* day for all working people coz today is MONDAY. :P
Still with the headache problem of my work, hope can solve it soon.
The TV that i have been looking forward for the whole week yet been delivered. The Courts people promised they will sent within one week and perhaps tomorrow is the due date, what a *NICE* promise they kept.. (x_x)
Hopefully they will keep their promise..... *within one week*... but i have missed up all those movies and shows that attract me when i read the weekly TV show synopsis last week... dissapointed. But, the first thing i need to do tomorrow is to buy an antena for my TV, if not, i will end up *watching* the TV not the TV show..haha.
It's been nearly 8 months live without TV, wao.. fantastic, i can stand for so long :P
(partially because of the endless work, i need to stick at office.. pity me :( )
Work is endless anyway, if work has an ending, then most of us would be jobless..ahah..
So, i need a better mind set and try to balance up my work and my life!

It's been rainy these few days... all my clothes although washed but smelly due to the damp air.
Nothing special today, a typical working day. :)

Dreaming to step my feet oversea...

A bit frustrated, my life filled with work since I've started working as a software engineer.
Miserable of is this the life that i want to lead?
If not, what is my next step? What is the milestone of my life? More miserable...
I keep telling myself that i will work hard for one year and hopefully my life would back to her original path then... will it if i don't start creating my desired lifepath since now? 迷惘
Recently, the song 外面 touch my heart, its the voice of my heart right now, fancy of the world out there oversea but there are so many burdens that pulled me back. I wonder when my dream will come true, my dream of travelling around the world, my dream of step my feet on the land of other countries, especially the western countries like New Zealand, Greek, France, German... where people lead a totally different life from my country, my dream of inhaling the air of the other corner on earth. When will my dream come true? Wish it will come true one day.
My friend has finally fullfilled her dream of further study oversea at German, really admire her, she can have her dream come TRUE. Between, keep telling myself to improve my poor english, from the bottom of my heart, i know that english is one of the powerful key that can help to open the door of my dream. Hopefully one day my dream will come true!

Mum's birthday is coming soon, thinking of buying her a blouse, hopefully i will have time for that. Need to travel back to my hometown as soon as after the annual dinner, i will need to buy a midnight ticket then. Oooo... annual dinner, wonder if my dear friend is free to entertain me, i think better give her a sms or a call to confirm, by hook or by crook i will need to get my hawaii gown for the annual dinner. BIG PLAN - slim down to fit in the gown! :P yayaya...

Hopefully, my life would be like the song lyric

我一定找到自己的存在。。。

心情

Feeling Moooody...

Hmm.. feeling moody these few days, My mind keep looking for something but neither do i can tell what my mind is looking for. Memories flash back easily, and pull me into tears when i think of or dream of my beloved dad, it's been one year plus since my dad left but the wound in heart is hardly healed, i think i understand how chai pin, my colleague feels when she lost her father lately. We willnot cry in front of others but in our own blanket when we are alone.... Feeling bad when people said i am the only daughter of my father that didn't cried for his passed away, why are they so sure? Doubted, this is the real world, people believe of what they saw and heard of, even it was just flake of the whole piece of truth, so do i, a typical human being. My concious keep telling myself not to put someone or something into conclusion before i really know the whole piece of story, hopefully i can learn day by day. Everyday is a great opportunity to live a happy life, wish that i can have a great attitude to everyone that i meet, greeting them, giving them a truthful smile. A smile can lightened up one life, don't be selfish with your smile! *Amitabha* (>_0)